maverickslayer

Hello pal! yup it's true, there's been many people trying to understand me, but haha, don't worry, thanks for caring, but, am not the type who gives up on pressure or anything, even today, a girl was like, "even if you don't have your parents and bla bla bla, there's someone who'll still be there for you", they claim that they don't impose their views on others, then why speak it out that way, isn't it same as, boasting and all? i had a friend who's religious too, but i never said in front of her "god is a silly thing" and never did she say "you need to have faith", and we for some weird reasons happen to be the best friends ever, tsssk,

Yeah I know you won't give in to that kind of pressure,haha no way that kind of thing are going to change you.Indeed,that was the same as a boast,and at worse manipulation.Many tries that do me to,trying to tempt me to do the despicable things they did,well they can try all they wants but I ain't gonna turn from my way.Nobody can nor have the right to change my way,that is what I believe,we all live our own way,even if it's a harsh and hard way.

maverickslayer

but as I said, these don't reach me, in the end, am either treated like a rat in a laboratory, being observed and all, or treated extremely with hmm how to say, like am overestimated or, how to say, being admired for more than i am, if you get the picture, but well, afterall it's just a matter of struggling, it's always a matter of struggling, if i could just be me without having to fight the right of being me so much, sigh

Yeah,it's the same case here,they say I'm different,and because of that some calls me a weirdo and some other calls me a genius,but both are the same.Why?Because people here funnily enough,believe that all genius have weird attitudes and behavior.Now,who's being weird?I mean,I'm just living my own way,who in the first place are a genius?It's just them who are too bad for their own bad.
Life is a struggle,always have been and always will be so.After all,it's the reason of all life,to struggle for survival.And we?We'll survive as peoples who won't fall to beast-like corruption.

maverickslayer

whatever, about photoshop, oh hell yeah i'd like you to teach me more, so far, okay, i know how to do nice lines for anime vectoring, and the vectoring concept is okay too, i didn't get to know what was that layering system he was using, it's a little different, there were 2 pictures next to it, but whatever, so, plus i've downloaded some brushes, hmm i'd like to know, how do we create a brush?? you have any tutorials for that? i got some feather brushes, they were so cool, real feather looking, was stunned :s

Well,there are several ways of making a vector,I myself only knows 2 ways,by outlining and overlaying,whatever way you use is not important,the results will be the important thing.
To create a brush?...Let's see...There : Brush Creating tutorial

Yeah,you can find some really wonderful brush for photoshop,if you're interested in it,here : Photoshop Road Map
This site got a lots lots of tutorials,brushes,presets,effects and everything you need.

Wow,
Your ideas are awesome. I will look into the quotes, I actually have not played the PSP remake, though I loved MMX4. When I have some time I would love to catch up on the later MMs.
After MMX on SNES I was hooked lol.

Seriously though, your ideas, comments, and suggestions are extremely helpful and are always welcome. I will have more time next weekend to work on this wall. (Teaching is quite time consuming during the week, after all.)

Take it easy.

Thanks so much for your comment on my MegaMan wall: Noble Defenders. I will work on your suggestions.
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I hope you get a day off cause your heading in this direction LOL! Wait what am I saying, that isn't such a bad thing for you now is it. It's sad, you've got to stop being like me, there can only be one Dark Lord and we all know who that person is, nuff said. Went out shopping yesterday at the electronics store and for some reason I couldn't stop staring at iPods... mmm I wonder why that was. You've mentioned something about wanting to get one with the itouch or something like that, you'll have to forgive me Joey, I'm what you would call technology challenged.

I have all these high tech crap in my place and I couldn't really tell you any of the proper names... A computer, yeah I know a bit, after all I built this one and it's working just fine. It has a really good mother board and two hard drives two DVD drives one floppy drive 4GB RAM... Okay so it's a bit old school but who cares I like it way better than the new ones. XP all the way for now for Vista is not compatible with a lot things. Stupid Vista cost me a fortune and now it's just sitting there in the corner collecting dusts. Drop me a line when you get the time or else...

Usually the quotes are transcribed literaly from the show, but if you want to make sure you could just watch the episodes to confirm. You should read some more manga :) I got bored of anime to be honest.

I think usually they're vectored or scanned by yourself from your own artbook, but that's not exactly what I did, I just uploaded some images I had on my HDD without doing anything to them at all.

Wow your thread has gotten really interesting. I see you have your boxing gloves on a lot. It's nice to read everyone's comments and thoughts, some people ranges from weird to really weird but it's nice to get a laugh anyway. Keep up the good fight! Yeah another thing that I like about is, your not afraid to put it out there, hating your parents and such. Fantastic thought I was the only one.

Hey Mav,at last I got free from all my business...At least for a while,phew.

Hey,if you ever have any questions about Photoshop,making wallpapers or vector,please don't hesitate to ask me,sure I'm nowhere near "The Best Computer Graphic Designer" haha,but I got some experiences with it and I ain't no amateur^^

maverickslayer

Oh, i forgot, about your father's case, haha, you were right it's exactly the same, at least i could stay in the night team, cause i perform enough well, the funny thing is, they said, those who can't shift to day hours have to learn to do correction, but am among the few who don't have to do corrections even if am working night, why? cause my performance and quality is "excellent" they say, they can't imagine the pressure it puts on my shoulders, sheeesh

Nay,working time got nothing to do with your ability,either you work day or night it's just about your personal preference.It's just like,I'm pretty sure we won't find a Night Security Guard working on day shift can't we?haha
Anyway,you must not give up man,they get you to do many works because they say you're excellent,it's always the problem,the better you are the busier you are too.Oh well,fame and talent sure makes time fly0by in an instant.


Oh,and 1 more thing,I've been reading the others post in your user page.I don't really know what's about it,but and however,know that we live our own way and nobody have the power to change it.I can't say having a girlfriend or love is wrong,since I myself have my beloved,but people's way of life are different,so always follows the path you think is the most right,okay?Cheers.

Thank you :) I'm not really good in Photoshop so it's not as good as I'd want it to be but it's something =P You can look for quotes on the net, there are lots of great ones.

You're right, love is a gamble. You put your heart out on your sleeve. But you make it seem like every relationship is a strenuous task... that you have to go out of your way so much. Granted, relationships are give and take so there will be times you go out of your way for the person you love--but:

My boyfriend hates the phone and does not have a cellphone. He does not even own a home phone. I don't need to talk to him on the phone. Most of the time, if we're away from each other, we keep in contact via the internet/e-mails, et cetera. I don't need him to call me on the phone to tell me he misses me or that he loves me.

Did you hear from a friend that all a relationship is, is the man paying for everything and spending his money on his girlfriend? I don't feel like counting the money I've spent on my boyfriend. I spent the money because I love him. I don't even consider it and I don't regret a penny of it.

But I understand where you're coming from. If it's your choice to remain single for life to save your money--fine. I will respect your decision.

I never meant it in the context that because there is no way to tell if a man is a virgin or not that it means that men should jump at any woman that walks his direction. It just concerns me that you have no interest. And before you think otherwise NO I am NOT saying you are gay. I AM NOT SAYING THAT.

Do you find women attractive? Or are you just not interested in women whatsoever. I know you're not interested in men (from what I've seen, and if on the off chance you are, meh... who cares? To each their own. This is hypothetically speaking). Or are you A-sexual? Someone who is just not interested in a romantic relationship with anyone of either sex due to them just not being attracted to either gender?

Don't get me wrong. Sex can feel very awesome. I've only been with one man so I really don't know the details on some stuff, but I know with the man that I love it feels wonderful and I've been told that when you're in love with the person you're sharing that intimate moment with that it feels better than someone you just chose at random. I don't want to scare you away from it... and I'm not trying to say you should have sex. I just think you're still young and that you have your options open, and that it's too soon in your life to say you don't want a relationship (that involves sex).

However, I do know that most men in their young age (who really haven't been emotionally close to anyone outside of the family) tend to believe that they cannot fall in love. Perhaps you are in that case. If that is true and you do find some gender attractive, I believe that it's only a matter of time before you find someone you want to share intimate moments with regardless of what they are. Now, when I say intimate moments, I mean cuddling, kissing, spending time together, talking, and making love (if you choose to do so). Some couples wait, and that's more than understandable if that's there thing. I totally respect that. :)

Anyways, I try not to hold certain stereotypes to a specific gender. I believe both men and women are able to be horn dogs or wonderful, kind lovers. It's not gender specific.

Yeah I do watch TV shows, Dark Angel is really good but I didn't watch it all the way through, sorry.I see we're both online at the same time, nice! Just got through posting a comment in my thread but I think I might of gotten too carried away but oh well, once I get fueled up with raging emotions, I just can't stop myself. I will write to you tonight, oh it is night, well soon so take it easy!

Hey Joey couldn't help seeing the last message in here and it seems like your very misunderstood. I know it all too well myself, It's not like I go around bragging about my virginity, I just find myself in weird situations where I have to justify why I am. Like what happened last week with Kirk, he's been trying every cheesy line you could think of to spark my interest but it's futile. So he got really upset and said some harsh things to me in front of everyone, he said I won't be pretty forever and that soon my you know what will have cob webs in it and that no one will want to f--k an old washed up hagged virgin anyway. I was completely surprised by it, I don't know what's his problem but I won't lie, it made me felt bad, pissed off rather.

Now I'm the subject of conversations and attention at school, I get these stupid notes in desk saying things like, I'll tear that up or I'll make it nice and comfortable for you. It's very disturbing and thus adds to my solitude. Everyone's and idiot, they're all idiots, it's not a joke, it's my life and I have the right to live it however I please. Anyway just wanted to say that nope, nothing is new on my side, same old crap but I'm still hanging in there. Keep your chin up Joey!

Why are you so against having sex? You never want to fall in love and make love? I find it really hard to believe that you never want to experience something that intimate with someone you care about (as in love, et cetera).

I can understand wanting to wait until you feel ready and wanting to make sure you're not giving it up to some bitch... but I have news for you. When it comes to women and their first time, it's not exactly the best feeling in the world. Usually no matter how you go about it (unless you're one of the few lucky, looser, ones) your first time will be painful. And depending on your body, it could be painful the next few times as well.

So many people put having your virginity up on such a high pedestal, but in actuality there is nothing special about it. In men you can't even tell whether or not they've had sex--there's nothing to technically lose. In women, when you have sex, you break a small piece of flesh called the "hymen." From that you can tell whether or not a woman has had sexual intercourse.

Be proud for following your ideals and if that involves being a virgin, good. But I think to the extent you went with yours (smirking at the guy who assumed you didn't have sex--and was right about it--just to get a rise out of it) is no better than a homosexual running around and telling everyone he or she is gay (and for the record I have nothing against homosexuals, I just know a lot of people don't care what their sexual preference is--they just don't need to be told).

You could do some serious damage with that, SWEET! Did you see my backwards way of thinking? A cannon seriously I'm too old for this planet. I should put myself in a antique shop or something, lol.

So in other words having you on my talk show will be the last day for mankind, SWEET! Heck I'd probably join you, be fascinated by your cannon and would volunteer to light the fuse. It would make a great show... go out with a bang. You know the only way that us humans will ever obtain world peace, if aliens invaded and threaten our existence then everyone wouldn't care about such frivolous things like ethnicity and religions. I would betray the human race in a heart beat, I would deny my humanity and side with the aliens only to watch the destruction of the world. I always thought that Dinosaurs got a raw deal, those asteroids should be heading for earth today.

Funny thing is I remember someone asking me a biblical question at one point, she asked if I would ever sacrifice myself like Jesus did for mankind, and when I told her my answer, she never spoke to me again, lol. The only thing that's worth my sacrifice right now is a really good chocolate bar and even then sacrificing myself would be defeating the whole purpose. Most people marry out of fear of loneliness and they have kids because well... they think it's a right more so than a privilege. My heart is not quite as frozen as yours but I'm telling you Joey, that light at the end of my tunnel is getting darker and darker. Great promises, just know that I'm rooting for you!